FIRSTS & LASTS
so because of boredom, i have resorted to being attached to my laptop the whole morning just searching and reading about anything in cyberspace. i resolved to finish this online training for work, but the weather is so perfect for just chillin: rain, makulimlim, malamig... perfect reason to blend with the sheets.
the list below is one of the useless things i got from Friendster (thanks, Ellan), at dahil nga ayaw kong magtrabaho, i made my own list of firsts & lasts.
EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS:
1 FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: Jocelyn, since we were 8 years old
2 FIRST "real" SCHOOL: Ateneo de Davao
3 FIRST CELL PHONE COLOR : blue & black
4 FIRST FUNERAL: that i can remember, Lolo Rufo, Delima partriarch
6 FIRST BIG TRIP: that i can remember, going to Manila na nakasakay sa plane. Grade4.
7 FIRST VACATION: same
8 FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: Antonio Banderas
9 FIRST TIME OUT: college na yata. manang at atleta ako nung high school. bawal inom.
10 FIRST JOB: "analyst" cum utusan
11 FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: wala ko nun
EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS:
13 LAST PERSON YOU KISSED: BF (a fuckin month ago)
14 LAST CAR RIDE: last night via a cab
15 LAST TIME YOU CRIED: can't remember
16 LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED WITH YOURFRIEND: Simpsons!
17 LAST FOOD YOU ATE: 2 slices of bread
18 LAST THING BOUGHT: lunch yesterday
19 LAST SHIRT WORN: pambahay
20 LAST PHONE CALL: bucky's frantic phone call from Pinas, asking how to pay hsbc online
21 LAST TEXT MESSAGE: bucky, asking if i was already home from gimik
22 LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: the keyboard?
23 LAST TIME AT THE MALL: weekend
24 LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FORSOMETHING: July28, when i went home
25 LAST PERSON YOU SAW: housemate ko na nanood ng tv
26 LAST THING YOU DRANK :- h2o
27 LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART: bucky
28 LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLYHAPPY: last weekend of July when i went home
sometimes, you have to take life's shit with a smile on your face AND AT SOME POINT, THROW IT BACK. as you can see, ma-angst akong tao. madaming issues. feeling madaming problema. e ano ngayon? im pushing 30 so i'm losing my right to say that all these issues are wrought from quarter-life crisis...
Friday, August 17, 2007
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
TRUE or FALSE?
(from Raffy's bulletin. comment ko ung mga naka-italicize)
Girl facts:
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand
When she wants a hug she will just stand there
When u break a girls heart she still feels it even when you see each other 3 years later (hindi lang 3 years...)
When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind (like cursing you, and beheading you with a butter knife)
When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around (at iniisip: bakit ang tanga-tanga mo?)
When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine (thinking: punyeta, manhid ka ba?)
When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games
When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future
When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that
When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but shes scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever
Guy Facts:
When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you
When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you (or he's asleep)...
When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong (or he's praying that you'll shut up)
When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a few minutes he means it
When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do (or you have something between your teeth and he's too embarrased to point it out)
When your laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world
When a guy calls/texts you every day, he is in love
When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it
When a guy says he can't live without you," he's with you till you're done
When a guy says, "I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else
(from Raffy's bulletin. comment ko ung mga naka-italicize)
Girl facts:
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand
When she wants a hug she will just stand there
When u break a girls heart she still feels it even when you see each other 3 years later (hindi lang 3 years...)
When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind (like cursing you, and beheading you with a butter knife)
When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around (at iniisip: bakit ang tanga-tanga mo?)
When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine (thinking: punyeta, manhid ka ba?)
When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games
When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future
When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that
When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but shes scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever
Guy Facts:
When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you
When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you (or he's asleep)...
When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong (or he's praying that you'll shut up)
When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a few minutes he means it
When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do (or you have something between your teeth and he's too embarrased to point it out)
When your laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world
When a guy calls/texts you every day, he is in love
When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it
When a guy says he can't live without you," he's with you till you're done
When a guy says, "I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else
Monday, August 13, 2007
BOREDOM...
is a STATE of MIND
Bakit nga ba ako bored? After 2 months, ngayon ko lang na-feel ang desperation ng boredom. Ang OA. But really, parang ang hirap mag-isip ng gagawin. I have things to do like offline research and study for work, errands, house chores, and all the admin stuff. But in terms of necessary activities for "self-actualization" like fun and leisure, parang wala akong magawa dito. I have so many books to read, but my A.D.D. strikes most of the time. I've started 4 books, and finished none yet so far. Gusto kong pumunta sa beach, pero ang pangit ng Sentosa. Tinatamad akong mag-plan for Bintan or Batam. I'm thinking of doing some athletic/sporty activities para na rin dual purpose: fun and health. Maybe biking or wall-climbing for starters. Para kahit ako lang mag-isa, masaya pa rin. Gen found a volleyball group with games every Sunday, so maybe that too. I'm still thinking if badminton is a sport for me. Boring kasi. Then maybe late this year, learn how to dive. And I need to plan my Euro-trip with Paula.
OK, brake muna. First things first. I need to organize & project manage my life: desired future state --> current state --> gap analysis --> measurable goals --> action items (take note of milestones, and status update every week)
Umandar ang pagka-OC. Pati buhay, ino-OC. Amen.
Sayad.
is a STATE of MIND
Bakit nga ba ako bored? After 2 months, ngayon ko lang na-feel ang desperation ng boredom. Ang OA. But really, parang ang hirap mag-isip ng gagawin. I have things to do like offline research and study for work, errands, house chores, and all the admin stuff. But in terms of necessary activities for "self-actualization" like fun and leisure, parang wala akong magawa dito. I have so many books to read, but my A.D.D. strikes most of the time. I've started 4 books, and finished none yet so far. Gusto kong pumunta sa beach, pero ang pangit ng Sentosa. Tinatamad akong mag-plan for Bintan or Batam. I'm thinking of doing some athletic/sporty activities para na rin dual purpose: fun and health. Maybe biking or wall-climbing for starters. Para kahit ako lang mag-isa, masaya pa rin. Gen found a volleyball group with games every Sunday, so maybe that too. I'm still thinking if badminton is a sport for me. Boring kasi. Then maybe late this year, learn how to dive. And I need to plan my Euro-trip with Paula.
OK, brake muna. First things first. I need to organize & project manage my life: desired future state --> current state --> gap analysis --> measurable goals --> action items (take note of milestones, and status update every week)
Umandar ang pagka-OC. Pati buhay, ino-OC. Amen.
Sayad.
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