RANDOM THOUGHTS on a LONELY SATURDAY NIGHT.

want to learn taichi. i need a new kind of exercise and a way to relax my brain. i'm getting kinda bored with jogging.

nothing good on TV.

jaja, nina, and kuya mike went to sang-kalayuang Taft to eat at Becky's (?). wanted to go with them but budget (or the lack of it) forced me stay within the perimeter of my house (that includes PP) and eat at Hot. wasn't quite satisfied with the sisig. went home sleepy. must be the effect of sebo creeping into my brain and my whole system.

pau slept here last night. she came from Manila Penn and wanted to go straight to the airport. she went home to bacolod today. we ate at north park. i had a craving for Tai Pao but i didn't order. weirda. so, i still have an uncured craving for tai pao. shit.

i only have P90 in my wallet. i was very tempted to use my credit card. BUT NO. baka sobrang akong mabaon sa utang. that's bad.

bucky and i were talking about what kind of business we want to get into. rather, we should get into. hmmm... ang hirap isipin. hindi pa puedeng diligan ko na lang ung pera tapos, tutubo na lang sya. i'll talk to it pa every morning. but no, hindi sya tulad ng halaman, my dear... you have to invest it somewhere. maybe in dollars or in Tbills. ang hirap sa stocks din kasi the market is so unpredictable. puedeng food business pero you gotta have a strong niche there and it has to have a fast ROI. kung sa estate naman, puede din... still don't know. the business world is definitely gonna change in the next 5-10 years. i wonder what people will need? so that we could make some good bucks out of it.

ang tagal pa ng 10:30. i wanna watch go to believe. boston public is still on air. arg. don't like that show. too much teenage angst, makes me feel sorry for them.

ok, tired of typing out loud...

EXCITED!

one day less, 4 more days and i'm off to vacation!!!!!

pau's going to bacolod tomorrow na. ang haba ng bakasyon ng gaga. we might have dinner later in the indie place. at last.

MAC: PROSPECTIVE ROOMMIE

Tanichi or tan wants a place near Etelecare where she works. She gets ubber tired commuting. besides delikado ang mga busses ngayon. tapos her friggin shift is like 11pm-7am. she wanted to leave her place ASAP coz the her roommate/s want to get the whole place on his/her/their own (according to Gen2 na sabi ni Jaja). Plus, she's having problems with the 2 months deposit and advance thingie. I told her that we won't let her pay advance if ever kasi di naman tayo nagpapa-sublease, diba? She liked it, i think. Kaya lang I told her na to look for a place na malapit na sa etelecare. kasi kung sa atin, same story lang. she hasn't called/texted yet. let's hope that daddyo discloses her exact plan na so that we can consequently plan our lives also. hopefully, eyos will still not find a place to stay by the time daddyo leaves.

uy, kelan tayo kakain dun sa indie place???????

FREAKIN BOSSES (!&@%#@&^#&@&&!!!!!)

was preparing the report for tomorrow. they slashed most of it. well, bahala sila sa buhay nila. i'll just be there to push the mouse button and document the proceedings. Bahala silang mag-explain ng kung anu-ano. Nakakainis. Sila naman ang magre-report e. di naman ako. hmp. i'm quitting this rat hole na talaga. period. well, not until i find a new job. gosh, i just hope that we'll get a 14th month pay. para maka-out-of-the country ako. (inis-inis...)

anyway, am so excited to go to CEBU!!!!! we're going to Malapascua. it's a beach like the White Beach in Boracay daw. SO FRIGGING EXCITED!!!! 5 days na lang. I told my parents about it naman via email. they haven't responded. hope na hindi naman sila magtampo that i'll be staying longer in Cebu than in Davao! Kasi naman the original plan was I'm only going home to Davao on onchie's birthday. And then this balungan confirmed the beach outing in Cebu. Tuloy, hindi na umabot ang free ticket ko. I had to use my card to buy a ticket. well, bucky is not paying for my ticket pala.... but told mom and dad na he did para hindi magtampo na pera ko pa ang ginamit ko. (tapos hindi daw ako uuwi sa all souls'/saints' day kasi magastos... bad daughter)

mac's blog has a new look.

gotta work.

TIRED BRAIN

fucking clients. why are they so demanding. grabe. napa-praning na naman ako. we're supposed to do a presentation on the summary of what happened for NESTLE. my brain is bleeding inside. ayoko na. resolve not to work from this minute till tomorrow.

Need to look for money so that I can fucking DOST for my tuition and fees last sem. garsh. at least hindi ako matatali sa kanila for the next year. I have yet to tell DOST that I'm quitting for a while.

Need to look for a part-time job. Need moolah!!!

BOSS NOT AROUND

i don't have anyone to look over my work so i'm doing useless stuff. in fairness, i did the Nestle stuff first before doing this. besides, i can't work without Rachel and Lino's inputs.

watched that GLOBE adventure in GMA last night. what a stupid show.

ang sakit ng katawan ko from cleaning the whole house. ow...

going to cebu and davao this break! yipee! i already applied for a leave. originally dapat for davao lang ang leave ko. but bucky invited to go diving in Bohol and Cebu. so on the last minute, i decided to go with him! this might be the last chance that I can go diving na free. Bucky's dad is retiring on January. Im so excited. i need the break! going home on nov 7 before onchie's bday. i wonder if i can still buy the PS2 cd he wants. garsh, might have to battle greenhills mob. for the 1st time since onchie turned 6 yrs old, i'll be able to attend his bday party (if he's having any). nagtampo naman ang bata. i can't bear the thought na he'll carry that grudge against me till he goes past adolescence. baka magkaroon ng issues (like his ate... )

mom and dad very supportive of my decision to go LOA. i will have to ask JPV about the nuances of such a process. i'm presenting my (jordan's) program this afternoon. yikes!

gotta make JOB-HUNTING Program for myself.