People do not understand why I took this risk. Why I even encouraged it. Here is why:
I do not want to be chosen just because I've been here for the longest time, or because it's troublesome to look and choose, or because it's such a waste to throw away the long years together.
I do not want to be chosen just because of there's a lack of option.
Or if there are options, I want them considered. And at the end of it, if I'm chosen or not, I'll live with it. As long as I've been chosen as ME. Not for any other reason.
I don't want to be a convenient choice.
Because I'm not.