Saturday, September 21, 2002

Thursday, September 19, 2002

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on. -- Robert Frost
Opportunities are usually disguised as hard work, so most people don't recognize them. -- Ann Landers

Wednesday, September 18, 2002

how cute the new template i'm using. fruity. feeling healthy tuloy ako.

i wonder, what would happen to me in the next 5 years?
hmmm... boring night.

can't believe that I have been working since 6:30 until 10:00pm. whew...

shux. im still wondering when i'll finish my projects for school....

lazy intellect...........................

Tuesday, September 17, 2002

ESCAPE c/o joannalyn

* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: NAH. I PUKE A LOT BUT EVERYTIME I DO, THINGS BECOME MORE VIVID...
* Missed school B/coz it was raining: ESPECIALLY BECAUSE IT'S RAINING. I MISSED THE FEELING OF BEING IN MY ROOM IN THE DORM AND STARE OUT THE RAINDROPS KISSING THE LEAVES...
* Put a body part on fire for amusement: NOPE. IM NOT LIKE THIS PYROMANIAC-OF-A-SPROUT (TAMA BA SPELLING) I USED TO KNOW WHEN I WAS IN COLLEGE
* Been hurt emotionally: OH, YEAH...
* Kept a secret from everyone: UHUMMMM
* Had an imaginary friend: NOPE. IMAGINARY SELF/ALTER EGO(S), YES. LOTSSSSSS.... THAT'S WHY SOMETIMES PEOPLE CATCH ME TALKING TO MYSELF. THEY DON'T KNOW THAT ITS MY OTHER SELVES... (MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER BA????)
* Cried during a Movie: GOSH, LOTS!
* Had a crush on a teacher: YES. MY HISTORY TEACHER IN 4TH YR HIGH SCHOOL. SUPER INFATUATION...
* Ever thought an animated character was hot?: YEAHHH.... GAMBIT! eeeeeee!!!!!
* Had a New Kids on the Block tape: NOPE. NOT MUCH OF AN AUDIO CD COLLECTOR. VCDs AKO
* Been on stage: YUP. I HATED IT.
* Cut your hair: JUST MY BANGS. IT GOT SO SHORT, IT LOOKED LIKE A DEAD RAT HANGING ON MY FOREHEAD...


------------------FavORITES------------------


*Shampoo: PANTENE
* Soap: IVORY OR ANY SHOWER GEL (FAVORITE IS BODY SHOP MINT)
*Color: ANY SHADE OF RED, ORANGE, YELLOW, and NEUTRALS
* Day/Night: SUNRISE AND 4-5PM
* Summer/Winter: UMUULAN PERO NOT TOO MUCH
* Lace or satin: OK LANG BOTH
* Fave cartoon Characters: TIGGER
* Fave Food: JUNK, BALUT, SOUR GREEN APPLES, CHOCOLATES
* Fave Advert:
* Fave Movie: EVER AFTER
* Fave Ice Cream flavor: DOUBLE DUTCH, DURIAN
*Fave Subject: BIOLOGY, GENERAL SCIENCE, SOCIAL STUDIES
* Fave 'normal' Drink: TANG POMELO JUICE
* Fave Persons to talk to online: BUCKY


----------------RIGHT NOW------------------


*Wearing: JEANS & PAMBAHAY TEE
* Hair is: SHORT & TIED WITH A BARETTE
* I'm feeling: TIRED BUT OK
*Eating : JUNK
* Drinking: H20
* Thinking about: THIS BLOG (AND ON THE SIDE: THINGS THAT I SHOULD REALLY BE DOING RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT...)
* Listening to: HUMMING OF AIRCON
* Talking to: MYSELF
*Cried: A LONG TIME AGO
* wearing a skirt: NOPE
* Met someone new: YEP. DIFFERENT PARTICIPANTS FOR WORK EVERY TUE FOR WHOLE OF SEPTEMBER
*Cleaned your room: YEP. WEEKEND
* Done laundry: YES
* Drove a car: DON'T DRIVE


---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------


*Yourself: OF COURSE
* Your friends: THOSE WHO ARE CLOSE TO ME...
*Santa Claus: THE TRUE IDEA THAT HE REPRESENTS, YES.
*Tooth Fairy: NOPE. MY DAD JUST YANKS THEM OUT WITHOUT ANY INCENTIVE EXCEPT ICE CANDY...
* Destiny/Fate: MOST OF THE TIME, NO
* Angels: MAYBE
*Ghosts: YES. BUT I'M GENERALLY NOT SCARED OF THEM. I JUST LET THEM BE IF THEY ARE THERE TALAGA.
*UFO's: TO SOME DEGREE YES ("IF WE'RE THE ONLY ONES IN THIS UNIVERSE, THERE'S AN AWFUL WASTE OF SPACE....")


-----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------


* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: ONE REAL BOYFRIEND (4.5 YRS), TOO MANY I-WISH-HE-WAS-MY-BOYFRIEND, MANY GIRLFRIENDS...
*Like anyone?: A LOT!
* Who's the loudest : I AGREE WITH JAJA: DINO (AND ONE OF THE MOST ANNOYING TOO!)
*Who's the shyest: EX, PSYCHE
* Who's the weirdest:
*Who do you go to for advice: JA, PAU, BUCKY, MOM
* When you cried the most: FOR THE WHOLE MONTHS OF APRIL AND MAY BEFORE I CAME TO MANILA FOR COLLEGE. (BECAUSE MICHARL DIDN'T EVEN TALK TO ME. THE ASSHOLE...)
* What's the best feeling in the world: WHEN ITS RAINING AND GRAY OUTSIDE, TAPOS IM INSIDE THE HOUSE, READING A BOOK OR WRITING IN MY JOURNAL, OR WATCHING A MOVIE
* Worst feeling: HELPLESSNESS

hah! done...

so far my blogs have been, well, about my angst (aptly titled naman...) pero strangeness coz i feel a little lighter these days kahit na super tadtad ako sa trabaho and sa school and sa other activities pa. siguro phase lang talaga un. sometimes you're happy, sometimes you feel down right bummed out with life... right now, im just happy to be alive and to be in such a quiet and i-want-to-meditate-place.

there are jobs in p&g but im thinking of not applying muna. sometimes, we need to let opportunities pass so that we can see the bigger picture. before, i was scared of not being able to experience life to the fullest so i end up doing so many things all at the same time. kaya ako na-burn out. now, i'm thinking that it's time to focus on the important goals that i have set for myself....

napaka-serious naman nitong blog ko...

hmmm.... i wonder if i want people to see my blog.... jaja and mac have tag boards...