the right decision

Thanks, Ja.

"How will you know if you have made the right decision? Answer: It's when you picked the harder choice yet your heart is at peace."

coincidences

"...life is composed of a series of coincidences over which we have no control...how we respond, the actions we take in the face of these coincidences, makes all the difference... all these decisions had brought me to my current place in life."

~ John Perkins

from Confessions of an Economic Hitman

How do I Deal

Everyday I wake up

To another day gone by

Nothing but the open road

And a never ending why

Anything can happen yeah

But nothing never does

I try to change It's kind of strange

The same as it ever was

But look at us

How do I deal with you.

How do I deal with me

When I Don't even know myself

Or what it is you want from me

How do I deal with us

How do I know what's real

When I don't even trust myself

Or what it is I feel

How do I deal

Every night in the dark I lie awake in bed

How am I supposed to dream with all the static in my head

(Torn in all) torn in all (in all) directions (directions)

And I pray for some relief

What can I do but feel the weight I'm underneath

And grit my teeth

How do I deal with you

How do I deal with me

When I Don't even know myself

Or what it is you want from me

How do I deal with love

Why do I why do I have to choose

Everybody's telling me

What the hell I have to do

How do I deal with us

How do I know what's real

When I don't even trust myself

Or what it is I feel

Now how do I deal

(How do I deal with you) How do I deal with you (How do I deal with me)

When I don't even know myself

Or what it is you want from me

(How do I deal with love) How do I deal (Why do I have to choose)

When everybody's telling me

What the hell I have to do

(How do I deal with you) How do I deal with you (How do I deal with me)

How do I deal with me

When I don't even know myself

Or what it is you want fom me

~ Jennifer Love Hewitt