it's strange. i feel sad. but i do feel at peace right now. knowing that i can be anywhere i want to be, knowing that i have a choice on how my life should pan out. i think that's the peace im looking for.
does that mean i know what i want? no, not yet. but you never really know, do you? i will find that out, someday. and i will make mistakes along the way. like i said, i will surely disappoint a lot of people, including myself. but making mistakes and learning from them is something i am willing to go through. it is MY life, afterall.
right now, i don't see the point of giving a deadline or restrictions on myself... not that i don't see the value of that. to me, i've decided to take whatever life throws at me, good AND bad. as you probably know by now, we never know what life throws at us. we make decisions and live with the consequences, hope that it makes us better persons.
i can't wait for my life to begin. hahahahaha.
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