punyeta. nawala ang blog ko...

ok. all my blogs are up again. it was gone for a while. had to republish everything. now, how to paste pix here...

BORED STIFF

my past blogs have been about boredom. i guess it's because wala talagan direksyon ang buhay ko ngayon at wala rin akong ganang magka-direksyon ang buhay ko. am not tired. it's just that i feel scared of doing anything because it might not work. hay, after telling other people that everything is worth a shot, here i am not even wanting to try. I need to get a grip!

honestly, i'm just pretending to be doing something in the office. i hate that my boss is here. i feel as though that i'm so useless and pabigat to CCI. I was thinking of getting a new job (no matter how menial!) just to get out of this rut. Maybe in Starbucks or something like that. However, my main consideration is the money which is not that bad (considering that my job at the moment just consists of pretending to be busy in front of the PC, going to the CR, eating lunch, going to the CR, and leaving by 5pm).

i'm still in the Harry Potter craze: i had Chamber of Secrets and Sorcerer's Stone VCD copied. Damn...

I need some serious soul searching.