YM status: "emotional rollercoaster ride..."

1) going to singapore - di ko sure kung may mahahanap nga akong work dun, so parang depressed ako kasi, di natupad ung gusto ko
2) if i find work there, iiwanan ko si Bucky. it's going to be hard for both of us and i have to handle that. i know na he will resent me for going and i have to accept it
3) pay adjustment-it seems that things are better for the meantime. pero how long will this last???
4) i've finally reconnected with my other friends, like sa volleyball. i've found a new group of friends who share my interest. parang ngayon lang kami nag-gel, tapos aalis ako. sayang din.
5) i want to stay with Smart pero ayaw ko ng ka-work ung team na ka-work ko ngayon. pero mahirap lumipat...